I was in the
ninth grade, and I happened to stay
home from school that day; the only day I missed that year. I was watching
television.
Suddenly, the
broadcast was interrupted by the well-known anchorman, Walter Cronkite. And the
rest of the story has to be one of the top ten events of the 20th
Century. President Kennedy had been assassinated.
This
event was, beyond any doubt, the first “national trauma” to which I was ever
exposed. I was 14, and as innocent as the driven snow. “Leave it to Beaver” and
“Dobie Gillis” were as provocative as it got. Dad and Mom going to church,
eating a nice pot roast at the dinner table. Doing a half hour of homework at
night. Petting a cocker spaniel. Stopping by the soda shop after school.
Watching The Dick Van Dyke Show. (Funny, Rob and Laura actually looked like the
President and First Lady)!
But everything
seemed to change on that November day in 1963. The innocence of a nation seemed
to evaporate.
Many of you,
perhaps most of you, don’t remember this event. (A little math can come in
handy, you know).
There are those
days in our national history, and in our own personal lives that challenge our
belief in the providence of God, (and sometimes our own sanity).
I will always
remember the long procession; that parade which included the caisson, and
rider-less horse. I can still imagine “John John” stepping forward a half-step,
and raising his right hand to the edge of his brow. Odd, Jackie had taught him
that little salute a week before that dark day in Dallas. John John kept
saluting with his left hand. I’ve seen a film clip.
John Jr. keeps
marching around in circles, a little soldier’s helmet on his head. His Mom is
giving instructions, and laughing all the while. That arm snaps up, and he
salutes. Again and again.
If we live very
long, we will experience a host of national and personal traumas; those raw events
that challenge our belief in providence. But I think we are the better for it,
when we summon up “that something” within us which allows us to go on… though
hesitantly.
And so like John
John. Stepping forward, and in the midst of sheer annihilation and confusion,
… snapping out a
salute.
By William McDonald, PhD. Excerpt from "Unconventional Devotions" Copyright 2005
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