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Musings
Tuesday, April 14, 2026
CURTAIN THE CAT
Monday, April 13, 2026
A VERY BEAUTIFUL DAY IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD
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Pt. 1
There is a new movie out with Tom Hanks called, “A Beautiful
Day in the Neighborhood.” And since I had previously written about Mister
Rogers, (a blog that is not included here) I had more than a passing interest
in seeing the movie.
Admittedly, I feel a little guilty going to a movie alone
these days, as my wife is staying with our grandson, while our daughter is
spending a month in Nepal, (yes, Nepal) engaged in doing social work with an
NGO there. (But, admittedly, the guilt wasn’t potent enough to preclude me from
following through with my plan last night).
Well, so I got dressed, and drove the ten or twelve minutes
which separated me from the local theater in time for the first Friday evening
premier showing. However, when I arrived, I discovered that the parking lot was
full to overflowing, and I surmised that I didn’t want any part of sitting
“bunched up” against a person on my left and one on my right, and a theater
packed out like sardines in a can. As a result, I had no sooner drove into the
“asphalt jungle” that I turned around and drove out of it.
Having arrived home, and put on my jogging shorts and muscle
shirt, I debated whether I would “take in” the 10:30pm showing of the movie. I
was tired, and I knew my ambition would, no doubt, progressively wane in the
two hours which separated me from the process of redressing, getting in the
car, and heading back to the theater.
However, as a counselor I tell my clients that there’s a great
substitute for ambition, since ambition is little more than an emotion. The
substitute? A decision. After all, anything good must be done “on purpose.”
Only wrecks happen by accident. (Sorry, I couldn’t resist that little
teaching).
Pt. 2
Thus, I made a premeditated decision to take in the late
movie. I realized that the theater would be “blown out” on Saturday, and I
would find myself in exactly “the same boat” as I experienced the first time
that I drove up to the theater.
Throwing my street clothes back on, I walked out the door at
9:55pm, and retraced my route of two hours earlier. Ten minutes later I drove
into… an almost empty parking lot, and, as you might expect, I wasn’t
complaining.
Exiting the car, I walked the twenty yards which separated me
from my quest; the box office window. And as I stepped up to the young lady in
the booth, and she looked expectantly at me, waiting for me to announce the
movie of my choice, I almost involuntarily began to sing.
(Yeah, I did).
“It’s a Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood…”
And then, the slightest bit self-conscious, I mused,
“I bet lots of folks have walked up to you tonight singing
that song.”
To which “Anna” replied,
“Ummm. Nope, you’re the first one!”
(Now, I really did feel like a fool. LOL).
Having purchased my ticket, I walked through the front door
and into the lobby, had my ticket punched by the attendant, walked to the candy
counter, asked for a senior popcorn and coke, paid for my goodies, and
proceeded to theater number three; down the hallway, second door on the right.
Pt. 3
Walking into the theater, I found it to be very dark, very
quiet, and …very empty.
As a matter of fact, I was the only human being in the whole
place! And, as I always do, I climbed the steps of the amphitheater to the top,
walked to the middle of the row of seats, and plopped down, dead center;
setting my drink in the right holder, and my wallet, and cell phone in the left
one. (I am one of those guys who doesn’t like to carry stuff in my pockets.
Even when I go to a restaurant, I immediately set the obtrusive items on the
table).
Be that as it may, I sat “all by my lonely” on the top row of
the theater, as the commercials for upcoming movies ran for 15 plus minutes.
However, finally, finally the opening credits of “A Beautiful Day in the
Neighborhood” flickered onto the screen.
And as you might imagine, the first scene had a fairly
believable Tom Hanks, portraying Mr. Rogers, walking through the door of his
“play room,” opening a nearby closet, exchanging his suit coat for a red
sweater, and taking off his street shoes, and replacing them with sneakers.
To be fair, I thought the well-known actor’s attempt to
replicate Mr. Rogers’ voice was slightly contrived, (but perhaps only
slightly). At the same time, he looked enough like “the real McCoy” for this
audience of one to settle in, and absorb the plot and implications of the
movie.
And without absolutely spoiling it for you, suffice it to say
that the plot centered around a fella named Tom Junod, (though he assumes a
different name in the film), an Esquire magazine journalist, and his
relationship with Mr. Rogers; (which all began when the former contacted the
latter for an interview).
Ultimately, this interview was titled, “Can You Say…Hero?” and
became the feature story for the November 1998 issue of Esquire magazine, and
featured (there’s that word again) the beaming image of Mr. Rogers on the
cover.
Pt. 4
And again, without giving away anything, Mr. Rogers made a
profound difference in Tom Junod’s life, and for that matter, the life of his
entire family. He made a difference in many lives that God set in his pathway.
There was an exchange in the movie in which our “hero” is
speaking on the phone with the foregoing journalist, and he says,
“Do you know who the most important person in my life is,
Tom?”
And perhaps Junod merely responded with, “Who?”
And with a twinkle in his eye, and a slight catch in his
characteristic voice, Mr. Rogers replies,
“Well, at this very moment, Tom, you are the most important
person in my life!”
I think that’s how he made you feel. Yes, I think that’s how
he made you feel. As if for that moment in time, you were the only person who
really mattered to him.
I felt very much this way when I paraphrased the Book of
Philippians; (years before I paraphrased the entire New Testament). It was as
if I was given the wherewithal to walk into Paul’s Roman cell, and sit down
beside him, and talk with him about his life, and impact and suffering, to know
him as my friend and brother, and to realize his compassion and joy in spite of
the circumstances which surrounded him.
Following is a poignant reminiscence from an article about Mr.
Rogers.
“Every morning,
when he swims, he steps on a scale in his bathing suit and his bathing cap and
his goggles, and the scale tells him he weighs 143 pounds. This has happened so
many times that Mister Rogers has come to see that number as a gift, as a destiny
fulfilled, because, as he says,
‘the number 143
means I love you. It takes one letter to say I, and four letters to say love,
and three letters to say you. One hundred and forty-three. I love you. Isn't
that wonderful?’”
Pt. 5
And now, the movie finally drew to a close, and I hesitated to
leave. After stuffing my wallet and cell phone back into my pockets, I ambled
down the long flight of steps, and paused to see if any actual footage of the
“real” Mister Rogers would appear on the screen. And, in fact, it did.
There he was standing in his element, in his little “play
room” with his puppets, and lighting up his little world with that memorable
smile.
Now, I walked down the long hallway which led out of the very
dark, very quiet and… very empty theater. And as I walked out the door, and
into the lobby of the place, I could still hear the closing song as it trailed
off behind me.Top of Form
Bottom of Form
It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood
A beautiful day for a neighbor
Could you be mine?
Would you be mine?
Let's make the most of this beautiful day
Since we're together, might as well say
Would you be my, could you be my
Won't you be my neighbor?
A lone security guard greeted me, as I neared the exit of
the building. The lights were turned down low. No one was behind the candy
counter, and the ushers were, by now, heating up their TV dinners, or turning
in for the night.
And now, I pushed open the exit door, and stepped out into
the street. And a penetrating moment of sadness suddenly overwhelmed me.
I
can’t really account for why I experienced that fleeting emotion. Perhaps it
had something to do with the poignancy of losing anyone so singular as this man
happened to be, and who had impacted several generations of children.
Children who ultimately became fathers and mothers, and subsequently, grandfathers and grandmothers; while their own children and grandchildren continued to be entertained by the same humble little man; who to children presented as an adult, and who to adults seemed almost childlike.
So much like the journalist, I felt almost as if I had been
granted my own personal interview with Mister Rogers. After all, I had been the
only human being within fifty feet in any direction, and I experienced a
strange sensation that this man had set aside a bit of his valuable time, as he
did with countless other people during his lifetime… for me.
And perhaps during those few moments which he granted me, I was, indeed, the most important person in his life.
*Tom Hanks was recently informed that he and Mister Rogers are 6th cousins. No wonder they look alike.
By William McDonald, PhD
Sunday, March 29, 2026
JUST BEHIND THE CURTAIN
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I have previously written about the
following experience in my Returning in Their Place daily journal; which
I kept on our trip to Scotland and Ireland eight years ago. (England would have
to wait, though I would love to see it).
My wife and I were on a two week guided
tour to the lands of our ancestors, (as well as the ancestors of a large
percentage of modern day Americans).
I have long since forgotten the name of
the Scottish town in which we stopped for the night, or for that matter the
hotel. Suffice it to say that we were somewhere in central Scotland.
Our tour group gathered in the hotel
restaurant about 6pm for our evening meal. It was a large room, and other
guests, perhaps another tour group, filled every available seat. There were
well more than a hundred people in the place.
I have also long since forgotten whether
the hotel provided us any entertainment. There may have been a pianist. There
may have been a singer. (However, if we lacked anyone to entertain us, I
would soon make up for the lack).
My wife, daughter, and grandson sat in the
other chairs which surrounded me. We were provided menus and I chose a nice
filet of salmon, broccoli, and mashed potatoes. (My mouth is watering just
thinking about it)! And while we were offered an alcoholic beverage, (white
wine was suggested as an accompaniment for my meal), we all declined.
Everything proceeded nominally during the
meal, and there was nothing especially memorable about the discussion at our
little table. However, (and it was and continues to be a huge “HOWEVER”).
Pt. 2
However, as the meal neared its inevitable
conclusion, I looked to my left, and noticed a curtain; perhaps five feet in
width and seven feet in height. And given my general state of curiosity which
has accompanied me the past seventy years, I was determined to discover what
lay behind it. (Can we say “Wiley Coyote and Roadrunner”)?
As Jean, Kristy and Noah finished off the
last few remnants of whatever they happened to be eating that evening, I stood
up, and grabbed one side of the curtain; with the intention of peeking behind
the heavy non-descript cloth. But now, all my well-intentioned plans “went
south.” Whereas, I thought the curtain might have hidden absolutely nothing but
a bare wall, I found myself falling into an abyss! And given my precarious
(lack of) footing, I attempted to right myself by jerking downward on the curtain.
And now, the top edge of the curtain gave
way, and the fabric hooks began to bend, and tear away from the cloth. And now,
I felt my hand touch something hard behind the curtain, and I just managed to
regain my balance.
During the course of my
unfortunate, but admittedly laughable experience, someone nearby uttered a one
syllable word. (Well, not exactly a word). For you see, as I was in the process
of falling into the small cavern, my wife emitted a 150 decibel scream!
Having regained my balance, I sheepishly
looked around me, and noticed one hundred plus men, women, and children were
looking back at me! For one moment in time, the entire room was so utterly
quiet you might have heard a pin drop!
And now, (my wife has often referred to me
as “The Master of the Unexpected”) I faced the assembled dinner guests… and
rendered a slow military salute!
(It occurred to me later that my fellow
diners must have thought I had imbibed a couple of liters of that white wine)!
And now, without so much as another word,
Jean, Kristy, and Noah rose to their feet. What little food still remained on our
plates was immediately forgotten. With faces focused on the floor, (and
alluding to my previous military implication), we made a hasty retreat.
It's easy to laugh about it now, but it
certainly wasn’t funny at the time.
I never did find out what
was behind that curtain!
When
I was in the second grade, my teacher asked me to portray the Wizard of Oz in a
class play. I have previously written about that fiasco, and I will always
remember the lines I spoke that day. (“I am Oz, the great and the terrible. Who
are you and why do you seek me”)?
When it “was all said and done,” the
little fella behind the curtain had a self-inflated view of his own
importance, but meant no harm.
However, the same cannot be said about
life. Life offers us many seasons, and, in essence, many
curtains. As often as not, however, what lies just behind the curtain is
not only unexpected, but, at best, unpleasant.
Jesus promised we would experience tribulation.
(John 14:27). You cannot live in this mortal sphere, be you rich or poor, unknown,
famous, or infamous without experiencing suffering.
Even now, as I write these words, I am
watching a two year old television special which includes the hosts of The
Today Show. At this very moment, Savannah Guthrie is speaking about
suffering. Little could she have known at the time that just behind that curtain
of life, her mother would be taken from her home, and is still missing.
If
this was all there was, the abundance of curtains, and that which lies just
behind them could be overwhelming. However, this IS NOT all there is. We
have a great Savior who has gone to prepare a place for us, and who has
promised to receive us unto Himself.
Speaking
of curtains, I am reminded of a verse in scripture related to the crucifixion
of Christ.
“At that moment the curtain of the temple
was torn in two from top to bottom.” (Matthew 27:51a, NIV)
The symbolism, as well as the literalness
of this verse cannot be overstated.
Hebrews 4:15-16 invites us to walk
right through that curtain which separates us from the Holy of Holies, and
to commune with our Abba Father there.
And that is not the whole ball of wax. On
the other side of this curtain of life, as believers, we are guaranteed a grand
entrance into our Father’s House. We will, as it were, walk from this momentary
room into the eternal one. We shall see Him as He is. We will live with the One
who loved us, and gave Himself for us; our Savior, Messiah and King, the Lord
Jesus Christ.
…Just behind the curtain.
by Bill McDonald, PhD
Saturday, March 28, 2026
STAYING BY THE STUFF
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“…but as his part is that goes down to the battle, so shall his part be, that tarrieth (stays) by the stuff: they shall
part (share) alike.1st Samuel 30:24, GNV
When I was considering a suitable
scripture for this devotion, I immediately thought of David and his men, and
their battle with the Amalekites, and those who “stayed by the stuff.” You see,
in this particular case, I could be characterized in very much the same way.
I
served as a mentor for a young lady named Alyssa, in a church which we both
attended. Over the years I have offered a self-styled formal mentoring program
to dozens of potential young people of excellence. As memory serves me, I may
have served Alyssa in this capacity about 2012.
Ultimately, Alyssa attended Oral Roberts
University, and was awarded both her bachelor’s and master’s degrees there. Prior
to completing her master’s degree, she was provided the opportunity to
represent Christ for all Nations as their crusade representative in Tulsa,
Oklahoma. Since Alyssa fulfilled her role well, she went on to serve as this
ministry’s International Website Coordinator.
Reinhard Bonnke was the founder of CfaN,
and served as president of this organization for years afterwards. It might be
helpful here to provide my readers some understanding of the impact of this
particular ministry.
Although Christ for all Nations is little
known among the majority of believers, it has reached more people than any
other ministry in the history of the world! To elaborate, its primary
outreach is to the peoples of Africa, and it has not been unusual for 1-2
million native people to attend any given crusade. Of course, given the
numbers, such crusades are held outdoors. I have been amazed as I looked at
photos of the immense crowds! As you might imagine, multiplied thousands have
flooded to the front when Rev. Bonnke has invited people to accept Christ as
Savior.
Alyssa
went on to serve Rev. Bonnke in the capacity, be it informal or formal, of a
personal assistant. After he retired, she served Rev. Kolenda in the same
capacity. I have seen photos of Alyssa at one particular crusade in Africa a
few years ago.
All the foregoing to convey the following:
God has granted me the inestimable
privilege of touching a solitary life who, ultimately, ministered in an
organization which has no par in the history of the world, and which has
profoundly impacted millions of souls, and, as a result, unknown multitudes
have been brought to a saving knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.
It has been a pleasure and privilege to “Stay
by the Stuff.”
SOMETHING THE LORD MADE
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I came across a wonderful movie
titled, “Something The Lord Made.” During the rental period we must have
watched it five times; (not to mention we were late turning it back in.)
It is the
true story of two contradictory figures who lived during the 20th
century. As different as they were, they were very much the same. You’ll
understand by the time I finish the story.
Alfred
Blalock was an eminent white physician who pioneered some pretty impressive
breakthroughs in medical science. It so happened he needed a cleanup man for
his lab, and a black fella named Vivian (yes, Vivian) Thomas applied for the
job.
He’d
hardly begun his new job when Dr. Blalock realized he’d hired a prodigy. For
although the young black man had only a high school diploma, he displayed the
most intense interest in the doctor’s activities, and was often found reading
medical journals in his free time. When Alfred quizzed Vivian, he learned the
young man had plans for medical school.
Though the
two men were from different social, academic and economic strata, they found
themselves drawn to one another, and ultimately became fast friends, as well as
partners. Blalock depended on Thomas and seemed bound and determined to take
him where ever fate beckoned them.
Eventually the physician moved to Baltimore and a position at Johns
Hopkins University Hospital. The men left Nashville and the South far behind,
in favor of this new challenge.
This new
environment agreed with them, and they were quickly inundated with lab work
devoted to discovering the secrets of the heart; (organic, not romantic.) It
took very little time for Alfred to understand just how talented and proficient
Vivian really was.
Oh, there
was the normal misunderstandings between the two. It was “The Thirties” and
black men were still being hung from trees for the “serious offense” of smiling
at a white woman. The relationship was colored by the times, but possibly more
by the pride that circulated in the veins of the eminent physician. When Dr.
Blalock was featured on the cover of Life Magazine, he never considered
including Vivian. When he had the opportunity to speak before an audience of
his peers, he never mentioned the contribution of his black partner.
Yet there
was something special about Vivian Thomas; something that transcended every
purposeful or cultural attempt to “keep him down.” And for all their
differences and all their misunderstandings, the two loved and respected one
another. And they formed an attachment that superceded the physician’s
relationship with his own peers.
Though he
was only a lab technician, Vivian attempted some heretofore theoretical
techniques in surgery;…with dogs serving as his guinea pigs. And though “The
Forties” had arrived, and though American physicians thought of themselves as
pioneers, heart surgery was still considered both impossible, and taboo. Things were about to
change.
The two
men developed a treatment for “blue baby syndrome,” and decided it was time to
make the leap from animals to humans. Half the staff thought they were crazy,
and the other half expected them to fail.
The
initial operation on a very sick baby proceeded, and hours ticked by. As the
surgery concluded and the heart stint was opened wide, the child’s bluish color
immediately faded and her skin turned a wonderful pink. At that moment childish
smiles lit Alfred’s and Vivian’s features. They had done “the impossible” and
put all the nay sayers to shame.
Vivian’s
mentors became his students, (which has been known to happen.) For the humble
little black man, with a high school diploma, found himself in a position to
instruct preeminent physicians. And the fame of that little black man spread
quickly throughout the hospital and the world. Respect replaced prejudice.
Dr.
Blalock ultimately left Johns Hopkins in favor of a teaching post, while Vivian
remained in his lab. Years flew by and the good doctor died, as Thomas aged in
his important position.
The lab
technician never realized his dream of medical school. Money was always the
issue. He lived and died a high school graduate. But that is not “the rest of
the story.”
As Vivian
neared the end of his marvelous journey, it occurred to “the powers that be” at
Johns Hopkins that the humble man merited a singular honor. And on such and
such a day the entire staff gathered to congratulate the man who, along with
his mentor, had almost single handedly put their institution on the map.
We have
chosen to sit near the back of the auditorium, and we notice Vivian seated on
the first row with his family. Suddenly, a female doctor walks to the podium,
and calls Mr. Thomas forward, as she begins to read from a large
certificate.
Afterwards, a beautiful painting of Vivian is unveiled. The little man’s
eyes light up, and well with tears. A lab technician had stepped onto the
stage. A doctor now steps off of it. For our wonderful little hero has been
awarded an Honorary Doctorate in Medicine!
And did I
tell you? The painting of Dr. Vivian Thomas can still be seen in the
main lobby of Johns Hopkins University Hospital next to the painting of his
partner and friend, Dr. Alfred Blalock. And in death their likenesses still
reside there; side by side, as they did in life. Vivian died in 1985, outliving
his mentor by two decades.
These two
most excellent fellows, Alfred and Vivian, were medical pioneers. They
performed the first heart surgeries in the history of the world. All those
surgeons who operate on the cardiac muscle today have become the professional
grandchildren of these two men. And the millions of patients who ever had their
lives extended ought pause a moment, and reflect on the singular lives of Dr.
Alfred Blalock and Dr. Vivian Thomas.
Alfred and Vivian were a gift to mankind. They were, indeed, “Something
The Lord Made.”
EMBRACING INSIGHT. AVOIDING CATASTROPHE
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“And what about the eighteen people who died when the tower in Siloam
fell on them?” (Luke 13:4, NLT)
I have always loved space flight, and all
the rockets, and liftoffs, and moon suits
that go with it.
I remember the three major accidents that
have blemished an otherwise wonderful, and courageous effort to not only orbit
the earth in near space, but to sail across the unknown void towards the moon.
I
graduated from high school in 1967. Three men sat on a launch pad early that
year. It was only a training mission, and the immense Saturn rocket was
scheduled to go… nowhere. Gus Grissom, Ed White, and Roger Chaffee were
strapped in, and were performing various tests of the equipment. Then, the
unspeakable happened. A flash fire burned quickly through the craft; trapping
the men inside. The astronaut’s panicked voices screamed for assistance. The
escape hatch was not designed to be opened rapidly. The 100% oxygen environment
nurtured the contagious spread of the fire; offering no hope of escape.
It was 1986 and the moon had been long
since conquered, and men were once again circumnavigating the earth; in winged
craft that looked more like airplanes, than spacecraft. The Space Shuttle was a
marvel of technology. Space flight had become so common that a civilian teacher
was strapped in, and prepared for numerous circuits of the earth. Christa
McCauliff was excited about the opportunity. Then, the unspeakable happened,
again. Seven brave astronauts died 73 seconds after liftoff. I was working a hundred
miles from the Cape that day, and though I didn’t witness the explosion, I
remember the white, wispy smoke that hung in the sky long afterwards.
It was 2003, and a veteran space shuttle
had descended to four hundred thousand feet above the continental United
States. Sixteen minutes from landing everything literally began to fall apart.
The Columbia burned up in earth’s low atmosphere, and small pieces were
scattered over several states.
Gus Grissom and his fine crew died, as a
result of faulty wiring, a too rich oxygen atmosphere in the cabin, and a door
that was not designed for quick exit.
The Challenger was doomed due to a poorly
designed “O-Ring” that allowed hot gases to escape the main rocket; made less
durable as a result of cold weather conditions that day.
The Columbia was damaged in the first few
seconds after liftoff, as a large piece of insulation bounced off its left
wing.
I heard a sermon that sounds just about
right. We learn in three ways. Through
insight, through crisis, or
finally, as a result of catastrophe.
If insight is ignored, the next incremental step is crisis. If crisis is
somehow taken for granted, the subsequent, and final step becomes catastrophe.
We were in too big a hurry to get to the moon.
President Kennedy had promised that we would be there before the new decade
began. Designs were hurried up, and too much was overlooked.
The Saturn test vehicle should have never
caught fire, and the door should have never been so difficult to open. An
oxygen-rich environment, and a poor escape design spelled disaster.
The Challenger should not have exploded
on that cold day in 1986. Seven wonderful people did not need to die. The
sub-contractor had warned NASA to avoid launching the spacecraft on such a cold
day.
The Columbia accident was tragic, and
unnecessary. Insulation had fallen off the main fuel tank in the past.
Potentially, a spy satellite might well
have been used to identify the wing damage, and another shuttle might well have
been prepped, and rushed to the doomed spacecraft, and the unfortunate
astronauts.
And, “it is neither here, nor there,” but,
ironically, all three of our space-related accidents, though they occurred in
two different centuries, and three different decades, occurred within one week
of the others in January and February on the calendar!
Time and space would fail me to list the
hundreds of famous accidents among ships, and planes, and all manner of
vehicles over the past hundred years. And in so many of these instances,
insight was tossed aside in favor of crisis, and catastrophe.
And to summon up one further example.
There was a bridge which spanned a rather small river in a rather insignificant
town in West Virginia. The bridge was built in the mid-twentieth century, and
had stood for over thirty years. On one particular day, the metal structure
began to sway, and creak, and buckle. Dozens of cars, and multiplied people
fell into the river.
The final accident report revealed that one small, and seemingly insignificant
bolt had shattered. It was a “time bomb waiting to go off.” For, you see, the
flaw was there when the bolt was originally fabricated.
It is imperative that we learn through the
insight gleaned from the lessons learned over a significant period of time. There’s
just nothing like it. It has the potential to save us from so much harm, and
suffering.
THE INESTIMABLE POWER AND PRIVILEGE OF MENTORING
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Among all the attributes to which I
aspire, and wish to nurture in my own life are those of Humbleness,
Encouragement, and Servant-Leadership.
The
latter of the three attributes speaks to the quality of setting aside the time
and care to mentor another human being; the wherewithal to add value to a life
representing a third, and altogether crucial variable in the mix, of course.
The other day I was scrolling through a
social media site, and ran across a video which was posted by a friend in the
Atlanta area. The film footage ran all of 12 or 15 seconds, and depicted Lynn’s
conductorial work among the youth of that area. For over many years, she has
mentored literally thousands of adolescents and adults in the inestimably
wonderful genre referred to as “Song.”
Following
is a response I left beneath the segment:
“Lynn, when I played this short video,
tears sprang to my eyes, and an involuntary sob sprang up in my throat. I have
served as a formal mentor to numerous young people over the years, and
therefore I can relate to what I viewed here in an especial way. You have
learned well from one of your early mentors. As I have inferred in the past,
Miss Clark would be inestimably proud of you, my friend.”
Miss Clark was, in the terminology of our
era, an “old maid.” She graduated from the same school in which she,
ultimately, taught. I was blessed to “sit under” her tutelage, as was Lynn, a
full half century after she walked across that familiar stage, and received her
“sheepskin.” (As a matter of fact, her faded high school diploma still graces
the school trophy case).
As I finished my 11th year, and
began my 12th, Miss Clark was forced to retire from teaching, as the
result of a terminal illness. She was replaced by a much younger choral
director. Though “Mrs. Franklin,” (not her real name), was personable and adept
in her chosen field, the students who had known and loved Miss Clark were left
with a proverbial hole in their hearts, (and it apparently showed in the music
they produced).
For while Miss Clark’s Summerlin choral
group had consistently rated “Superior” in the annual state contest, the first
year we were without her, we received an “Excellent” rating.
And reminiscent of that scene in the
movie, October Sky, in which Homer Hickam visits his teacher, Miss Riley
in her hospital room, and shows her his prestigious science award, it is said
that in the closing weeks of Miss Clark’s life a similar thing occurred.
It seems one of our aged conductor’s
students was visiting her at home, or in a hospital room, and Miss Clark asked
the inevitable question; which begged to be answered.
“So, how did “we” do at state contest this
year?”
Whether that student had prepared herself
in advance for that proverbial “elephant in the living room,” or whether she
merely possessed the insight to answer in the way she did, I cannot say.
However, it has been reported that
“Grace,” (at least this is the name I have chosen for her), responded with,
“Well, Miss Clark, of course we rated all
“Superiors.”
And with that, I like to think our beloved
musical mentor smiled, and that the little white lie momentarily assuaged her
pain, and helped usher her from this sphere to the next.
I have recently been exposed to a couple
of wonderful adages; (which I have made my own).
“I am planting seedlings under whose boughs
I never expect to sit.”
(and)
“My students are living messages to a time
that I will never see.”
The inestimable privilege and power of
mentoring.
The indescribable wonderment of wrapping
one’s mantle around the shoulders of a younger someone, and entrusting him
or her with all the future years which have not been afforded to you.
One of my interns once gave me a gift,
among the greatest treasures I have ever received on this side of
heaven, when she spontaneously said:
“Dr. Bill, I don’t want to disappoint you.
I’ll go when you can no longer go. I’ll share your message when you are no
longer able to share it. I’ll speak for you when all your speaking is done.
I’ll continue to impact lives, and teach others to do the same, long after you
have gone on to your reward.”
For there will come a time, (as it once
came to Miss Clark), when they who refer to me will do so in the past tense,
“He was.”
But until then, the privilege and power of
impacting those who come after us… continues.