Something my wife said after my latest mishap captured my
attention.
“Just because you think you have 9 lives doesn’t mean you
won’t run out one day.”
(Indeed, it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to understand
that every man, woman, boy and girl has their own individual “date with
destiny.”)
And while I don’t consider myself anyone’s anything special,
it seems that among my peers God has been especially kind to me, and ever so
tolerant of my foibles and inconsistencies. And as I reflect back upon my 2/3
of a century upon this planet, and the myriad of “near misses” in which the
sand in my personal hour glass might have filled up the bottom, I can only
shake my head in abject wonder.
Near misses, indeed.
*A calamity which occurred in my 9th year of
school
An errant vehicle speeding towards my friend and me. Stepping
away and taking my friend with me. Turning to see my classmates rudely tossed
into the air, and falling left and right along the roadside. A dozen serious
injuries. One death.
*An incident at the phosphate mines
Only moments from being swept into eternity by the sweep of a
ten ton dragline bucket.
*A rainy highway
Showing off for my friends. Negotiating a curve. Rolling my
’64 powder blue Ford Fairlane. 3 times.
Unscathed
Beth. A 17 year old
classmate. A perfectly lovely Christian girl with all the potential in the
world. Succumbing to a one vehicle accident.
*Nearing home
Work truck intersecting our pathway, and braking to a stop.
Roof-top ladder propelled towards my passenger window. Decapitation in the
momentary offing. Ladder sliding across the pavement and coming to rest just
feet before us.
*Six feet in the air
Slipping off my own misguided ladder. Slamming onto unyielding
concrete. For all my trouble, a broken ankle, and subsequent surgery.
*A suspicious mole
Diagnosed with melanoma. Extensive surgery. Disfigurement.
Somewhat
the worse for wear
Johnny. My 20 year old
cousin. A rookie soldier. Vietnam. A mortar round. A painful death. Yielding up
the ghost before he ever had a chance to live.
*Nearing an intersection
Car failing to stop. Wife locking up brakes. Children peering
plaintively at us from the back seat of that tiny, blue vehicle. I on the passenger
side reaching over.Commandeering the steering wheel. Navigating my way behind
the offending automobile. 180 degree spin. Back where front should be. Slowing,
slowing, slowing. A grassy roadside shoulder now securely beneath my ungainly
green Oldsmobile.
*My father and a 12 pound bass
Opening the back porch door. My oblivious enthusiasm. Running
through a double glass door. Blood.
Lots and lots of blood.
*A short bike ride
Too short. 2 wheels. 4 legs. A bike, a man, a dog. Flying
headlong over handlebars. Slamming onto black asphalt. A broken arm. (A bit
pre-occupied to concern myself with the fate of the offending beast).
(And lo, and behold yesterday, as I flew down the sidewalk on my speedy new bike; history repeated itself. Slamming into a curb, I (not so) gracefully sailed over the handlebars, and rudely landed on my knees, and hands, and... head).
(And lo, and behold yesterday, as I flew down the sidewalk on my speedy new bike; history repeated itself. Slamming into a curb, I (not so) gracefully sailed over the handlebars, and rudely landed on my knees, and hands, and... head).
Safe,
though not necessarily sound
Ronnie. A high school
classmate. Old, but not elderly. ALS. Lou Gerhig’s Disease. Death by inches.
What are we to do with the seeming capriciousness of
Providence?
Why are some afforded miracle after miracle, chance after
chance, whereas others are taken “first time out,” or at least denied the
opportunity to live out their natural “four score years?” (I have, at times,
referred to this seeming paradoxical unfairness as, “A Providential Lack of
Providence.”)
I think a friend of mine, who, not so long ago, endured the
unendurable, said it best.
(His or her) “work here was simply done.”
I can only, as I have previously alluded, wonder why God has
afforded me the opportunity to live out a full and productive life, affording
me grace after grace, chance after chance, near miss after near miss, whereas
so many of my friends, classmates and peers have been denied that providential
privilege.
There’s a poignant scene in the movie, “Saving Private Ryan”
in which the hero of the saga offers up his life for the life of another. And
in his waning moments he summons the soldier for whom he has offered up the
last full measure of devotion, and with his dying breath is heard to utter,
“Earn it. Earn it.”
Perhaps for those of us who have been granted the grace of a
long and potentially productive life, we ought to be ‘earning it’ on a daily
basis. I think we owe it to them who went before us, and who, in some vicarious
manner depend on you and I to do what they might have done; had they been
granted the time and wherewithal to do it.
“Before I ever took my
first breath, you planned every day of my life.” (Psalms
139:16)
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