The great George Mallory, a legend in
British climbing, attempted Mount Everest in the early ‘20’s. It is believed,
by some, that he reached the very pinnacle of Everest, (an amazing 29,035
feet), to become the first man to set foot on the summit. Those who claim to
know believe he was lost, or slipped on his way down. Other’s believe he died
just short of his goal.
His body had never been found, or more
precisely, had never been found ‘til recently. But in the last decade, one
particular expedition was specifically formed to find Mallory’s body.
The climb was arduous, and other attempts
had been unfruitful, in almost a century of searching for this fine climber.
Many thought Mallory would never be found. There were just too many
possibilities. Perhaps he had slipped and went off a sheer ice face, or died of
hypothermia, and now lay beneath accumulated snow.
But suddenly one of the expeditions
numbers saw something. A wisp of fabric, brown hair fluttering in the wind, a
shard of bone. As the expedition moved closer, it was becoming all too obvious.
Here was a human body. But even this was not conclusive. For there are dozens
of corpses on Mount Everest; many who have died in storms, or fallen off
ledges, and the mountain has become their tomb.
A couple of the team members stepped
forward, and began to examine the body. Time was passing, and they could not
linger. Those who linger on Everest… die. Team members began to retrieve bits
of clothing from the body, and a few articles from the surrounding area. They
took a moment to check the shirt neck, and… the clothing tag offered absolute
proof. For there, sewn into the collar was a name – George Mallory!
I have been concerned, well disappointed
that most members of our local recovery group members aren’t recovering.
Granted, there are the successes. But there are more “lapses” and more that
don’t find a way to “get clean” and “stay free.” As support group
administrator, it’s too easy to feel “I don’t really count for very much,” that
for all my trying, it’s a bit futile; (futile with the British accent.”)
In my own dreams I see myself leading an expedition up Mt. Everest; people depending on my every word and move. The ice flows make for difficult climbing, and aluminum ladders must be tied together and stretched across dark crevices. Deep snow drifts slow the expedition and rock outcroppings must be scaled. There is just so much time available to us. We must make the summit by early afternoon, or we'll be stuck on the mountain overnight. This would be an impossible scenario. The extreme cold of Everest' night is intolerable.
I look behind me, and there are fewer of
us now. Some have turned back, so much like Lot’s wife. I see them trudging
back down the mountain. They were so close to the goal. I see others falling to
their knees, unable to move any further, either up or down. And so like many
who climb Everest, they exhibit symptoms of malaise, and sit down to die. So
like old Mallory, they are. So close, yet so far.
But the summit hovers just above me. Oh,
the beauty. Oh, the rapture of that peak. I will not give up, and I will take
my remaining team members to the top. I cannot help those who have turned their
backs on success. They have made their own choices. The wiles of the thicker
air beckon them back to a more earthly (or earthy) existence. Their receding
figures are growing smaller, and begin to disappear from my sight.
It is too easy to turn back. It is too
easy to give up when others turn back. Granted, it is so disappointing. But as
leaders, we have a task to do. One special assistant of mine made a particular
statement, when we first began “our climb.”
“Our work with recovering addicts won’t be
short or easy, but if only one gets clean and stays free, it will be worth it.”
She might just as easily have said, “If only one reaches the summit with us, it
will be worth it.”
Don’t give up. Keep climbing. When you
fall, get up. When you are out of breath, slow down, but don’t stop.
Someone asked Sir Edmund Hillary, the
first successful climber of Mount Everest, a poignant question:
“What made you any different than all the
others who have attempted the mountain?”
Hillary considered his answer a moment,
and responded:
“When I had climbed as far as I possibly
could,
… I took one more step!”
When we’re discouraged, disheartened and
close to “chucking it all,” we have to “take that one more step.”
By William McDonald, PhD. Excerpt from "Unconventional Devotions" Copyright 2005
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